I missed you a lot today, Jojo.

Movies in general always make me think of you, but today I was watching the Golden Globes on my couch alone and I just pictured what it would have been with you here.

I’m not sure if it was the clips from A Star is Born, or the dresses, or just the Hollywood vibe in general. I pictured you cuddled up with me on the couch, telling me about all the different actors and movies I don’t know about. You always knew the stuff I didn’t know, and vice versa.

I pictured you seeing a trailer, or some kind of movie sequence of something you hadn’t seen, then nerding out for the next week reading all about the little details of it.

I imagined you drinking a glass of wine (while I had four), and you getting all excited about the dinner I was making. Pork chops tonight, I just started keto 🙂

We really would have made a beautiful life together mister. But I still feel like somewhere you are here with me, and that eventually gives me some peace. And you aren’t in pain.

At least I have the memories 💜

Love you always